Blake asked if Taylor had a journal.  I am not sure why he asked that, but he said wanted to write something to her.  So here it is:

  I  love    you   I miss  you  Love  BLAKE

Blake wanted to "draw" Tay a picture, so here it is.  This is a picture of him and Tay.

Well I keep meaning to finish this website and post more often, but really what is there to say?  I miss my little girl.  It is horrible.  There are so many things going on in my life right now that are a constant reminder of her and everything she went through.  It is pure torture to go over and over it in my head.  I just miss her.

I really got on to post this poem I found on another site.  It reminded me of my precious Taylor.

Little Children, Big Problems


There is a very special place
I have within my heart
It holds the little children
Who know what REAL PROBLEMS are.
I know we all have problems,
We all have a cross to bear,
But I'm talking "bout the little ones
With a GREAT BIG world of care.
A world of pain and treatments,
And a fear of the UNKNOWN
Sometimes these little children
Call their hospital room "home."
They often suffer daily,
But they rarely will complain
About the treatments they endure
Which cause most of the pain.
Sometimes these treatments are much worse
Than the sickness in itself
And can cause some complications
Which could jeopardize their health.
Although these little children suffer
And are often ill from drugs,
They always have a smile to share
And they give the BESTEST HUGS.
So, next time you have a PROBLEM
which you feel you cannot face,
Just think about these LITTLE ONES
And try to have just half their FAITH.
written by Rachel's mom, Susan!

Have I mentioned I hate cancer?

Missing my girl so much,
Denise